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Mix the emotion
start a new comotion

all the things i've promised
even the ones you seemingly keep trying to demolish

where words

the way i talked to you
the things i said oh so true

where words

all the desire
that burned in me
with a passionate fire

where words

All i want all i wanted when i was there
when i was here
all that was said
all that i've bleed
the pain inside
the rage i hide
the lust that faded
and the love that replaced it

just words?

was that how you saw me then
is that how you see me now?
this thought
these thoughts
keeps me woundering how

words

can control my mind
constantly looking for comfort
in the divinity i seek to find

these words

the ones i rarely heard
the ones thats even easy for a bird
to sing and swallow all the memories they follow

my words?

where they simply hallow to your ears
or did there ernesty quinch your fears?
are you scared of what we had
had yes have no
the things have come and although it hurts they had to go

words

i said often but rarely heard in return.
with this words even now just to relax i do yern
all the ways i spent my days thinking on these things

the words

now only in my memory of the first time do they ring.
can i possibly move on
when i thought it was all gone
all the hate all the betraying i just wanted it to go
but with you i learned it all over again this i know

words

that corrupt but bring a smile
all the while
you hear them said
but what really matters is does it register in your head

with words i have to cut off alot
with words i'm leaving it here on the spot
these words will hurt alot
but they should be said
before in my anguish i end up dead

the pain in words i wish never to pass on
the pain in words i'll live my life long
these words that have haunted my mind

what did i do to deserve it a second time
a one sided place
a nutural disgrace

so from this point on, yes from now
i say this and i say this loud

i'm alone


read it read it over and over
hurting the pain falls into its torture

i wish not to hurt but the thing is i hurt those by hurting from this

with words

so with words i need time
time to understand whats going on in my head
my own little fantasy land
just...
...words