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how you can go from saying you love me one minute to being a b***h to me the next minute.

did i do something wrong?
did i do something to piss you off?

i dont know why you're being a b***h to me when all im trying to do is be nice to you. i dont know why im wasting my breath because you dont deserve it. i may have messed up a little but you know what? i dont deserve you talking to me like im s**t on the bottom of your shoe. you're the one who broke my ******** heart not the other way around. so how come im being the bigger person and putting it behind me? you dont deserve that. didnt you break up with me because you didnt want us to end up hating eachother. well if you didnt want us to hate eachother then why are you treating me this way? at least im being the bigger person and trying.

so i guess nothing i did was good enough. all the good things i did and the way i felt about you didnt matter. it was only the negative stuff that mattered. just the stupid little things that should have been forgotten, not blown out of proportion like they were. well whatever your reason it doesnt matter. cuz no matter why you did it it still happened.

whatever. im tired of ranting about it. i could go on and on all i wanted to but it's not going to help me at all. it hasnt so far and im not expecting that to change. im not expecting anything to change