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i just lost the most wonderful person in my life. with all the stress in my life lately he was always there. always telling me how much he loved me. of our future together. how much we were meant to be happy together.
but now its all gone.
on his way to come see me he fell asleep at the wheel and was taken to a hospital for exhaustion and malnutrition.
but while there he went to the roof to take his own life. though he changed his mind and moved away from the edge. someone saw him up there and startled him. making him fall from the roof. and die.
i miss him so much and wish he was still alive. he was the thing i lived for. my wonderful prince. the one that would make me the happiest bride in the world.
now hes gone
tell me
if he is the reason i was living. then why am i alive now.
am i alive
or am i dead....
i only hope i can see him soon.
i love you my prince.
rest in peace and goodbye.
i love you
goodbye.
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