Red Vines
The more I listen to Aimee Mann's stuff the more I see myself in her. Someone who never stays with someone for long. Sometimes it get's so lonely that I don't know what to do. I wish that just once the girl I want to go out with isn't seeing anyone else. First there was Amber. She had a boyfriend, so I never got the chance to ask her out. Then there was Jenn. We went out once, though she says it wasn't a date. Then she says all I was feeling was a crush. And hen I come to find out that she's going out with someone who I had recently met. And now, I think I have a chance with Brit, and it turns out that she's been going out with someone else since the start of the year. The only thing that hurts people more than anything is other people. I guess that's why I don't involve myself with the world. I'm afraid I'll get hurt again. I wish that somehow, I could find out what I'm doing that keeps me from finding someone. Maybe I'm just destined to be alone....
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