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I wrote in my notebook where I keep all my poems, writing silently my pencil dancing across the page forming letters.

"I want to see the sun shining from my eyes,
Why does the rain continue to pour as teardrops in disguise?...

I had made a terrible mistake and there was no way to fix it. I let him slip through my fingers as if he were sand from the beach. What did I do to deserve this? Now I'm presented with a new challenge to face. I had to find the pathway to the true feelings in my heart but I had no where to start. I'm lost in my own sea of emotions and there's no way out. How can I make the right decision when my heart and head are constantly fighting over what side to take. I closed my eyes to stop the scramble and I tried to take a deep breath, but every time I started to think my mind went back to him.