It hurts, I don't want to live anymore... Why must it hurt, why must I suffer. Everyday it cuts me a little deeper. Why must you smile and laugh while I rot away... How can you walk away when nothings okay and everyones okay but me? Why can't we just start over again? get it back to the way it was...? But then again, what is there to go back to? Was there even a time when everything was okay. Why must I cry and run away, I don't want it to be this was. Everything I keep inside is a lie and even if its the last thing I do I just want to smile so true that my heart bleeds in happieness for once... I'll wait forever if I must, even at death...
"Are you that afraid of me? Tell me its all a lie! Tell my its not true! Tell me, tell me damn it! Tell me... Tell me..." he whispered in a sob as he crumbled to the floor.
But it was far to late, things could never go back to the way they were. And as I slowly drifted into darkness of my subconscious I knew, I wouldn't remember any of this... thought to tell the truth, I never want to. So I hope I never do...
"Hahahaha! What is that on your neck?! Hahahahaha!" She gasped.
"I can't believe you let that sucker bite you, your an idiot!" he laughed with her.
"Hey don't be dising, he was hot! I got a number too." the idiot grinned.
His friends knew he was bi, but to go for a blood sucker was a little out there. But at there open mouths he just shrugged and went out to catch his ride, as his date had come to pick him up. "See you guys tomarrow..." he chuckled.
The door shut as Isabella and Steven stared at each other. "Why would he even get a number while he has a girlfriend. One that had to come and pick him up?" Isabella thought out loud not really caring.
"Because his grilfriend doesn't mind. She finds it sexy. as long as she gets picture of them together shes happy." Steven replied with a sigh and a roll of the eyes. "Its intresting how Master is totally fine with all of this. After all, we are Shadowhunters. You'd think he'd want more disaplin, I mean what if he were to turn into a vampire or werewolf?" he continued to mumble.
I watched as they left down the hall. I wondered what they had been talking about, they must have been insane or just messing around and had nicknames for different types of people. No thats a stupid idea, they were just stupid. I walked out from around the corner andput the trash in the garbidge can and slowly walked back inside. It was all kind of weird.
"Jace! Your so slow! Go clean off some tabled so we can let more people in! We have a full house at the diner tonight idiot!!" assistent manager hissed.
"Okay..." I sighed.
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