I can't shake this feeling... this feeling of sorrow... of pain. I was the one, the one who turned their back to you and betrayed everyone. But then... I guess I should have always known this would happen. It was only a matter of time before everything went down hill. There may have been a chance in the begining to stop it all, but its too late now. I was the one who took your place. If I could go back, if there was a chance I could change what I did... I wouldn't.
"Aizen, I will not follow you. And there is nothing you can use to make me." I said quietly.
There were at least 20 pairs of eyes staring at me. Its like I was in court with a juge and the jury. I felt completely vulnerable and irritated. But maybe if I act calm and quiet I might live to see tomorrow as a free person and not a prisoner... I am used to people listening to me, not telling me what to do. The more these guys tell me what to do the more I'll fight. I am so stubber like that.
"Yes... if we were to kill your friends you would be upset but still wouldn't come to us. While if we tried to brake you, you would be useless. Yet if we sent you back, your friends would think you a trator for how willingly you came with us."
He said it so plesently, like I really was the gest. Aizen alway did creep me out with his fear of nothing. But when he treats me like a toy is when I really start to get irritated. I felt me calm expression waver with a twitch of the eye. "Well its not like I had a choice did I Aizen?" I smiled irratable as he smile back as if it were actully funny. ********' bastered... if I hadn't come with him then they would have killed some of my friends, yet I came and they still killed them anyways...
"Gin, please show our guest to his room."
The room had a wide window that showed the emptieness of the sand covered desert. A plain gray colored room, white bed, a small bed side table. If this was how their rooms looked I felt sorry for the enemy... but that sorry feeling left when praticaly threw me at the wall and razed my hands above my head! Stuggle did me no good as he seemed to be doing this with one hand.
"Gin, what the hell ya do-ing!?"
His others hand slid uncontrol able to parts of my body I wasn't comfort able with. Sliding slowly inside the cloth and finding itself inches away. I could feel the heat from his hand, it makes me stiffin with fear and anger.
"If you move, I will make the move as well." he ginned like a fox.
"You think I am afraid of you?" I bluffed.
But Aizen walked in as if on cue... "True you may be able to fight off Gin, but hes only to be holding you. Unless you gave a fight he was only to sture you up." He walked himself over as if this was all calmly a normal day. I thought I'd have been ready to bolt once Gin let go, but hadn't thought of the possibility that he might toss me on the bed and Aizen taking his place on top of me.
"Well, I'll be leaving then. Have fun." Gin grinned shutting the door.
Bastered, a fool I was to fall into his trap! Even if I somehow escaped his grasp, this room, I had no where to run. This was his domaine... What could I do, how could I fight back when the inevatable was well on its way.
"Do you intend to break me another way?" I challenged.
But he only smiled, and to be truthful I was so frightened I couldn't even hide it at that point. It was as plain on my face as it was in my thoughts. Yet instead of taking me right there he stopped as a pained look came to play.
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