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Ontaros
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Let it out
When we wade through darkness and we think we're all alone,
Close your eyes real tight and pray you find your way back home.
But if you can not make it and your stranded in the night,
With a little luck in you, you could find me in your sight.

You wont find me in the light, you wont find me in the dark,
You will find me in the in between, and that is where I do my part.
I'm to weak to live in day, but I'm too strong for the night,
Resistant to the abyss, but I can't survive in the clouds.

Dusk and dawn are in my relm, the land of in betweens,
Not day or night but where they fight is where I can be seen.
I offer help to those in night, and also those in day,
Guiding all away from night, it's not a world to play.

Dances with the devil pull you deeper into hell,
Sing the anthem of the angels, and pray that all is well
Take my hand and heed my word the night is full of pain,
I'm far too close for comfort, so I can't let you stand here in the rain.



Lately I've been feeling a little rough... I dont know what it is, maybe I've just been bored as hell, maybe it's depression... maybe I'm just loosing my damn mind, I really don't know, but I've kinda been on a little bit of an emotional swingset so to speak back and forth between doin alright and just totally BLAH. Don't really want to do anything but I'd like to change things in my life. Kinda feels like I'm just being swayed greatly by different things through out my day, kinda like I'm just floating around and being pushed in various directions by any given influence, like my feet really aren't planted on the ground any more. I'm really hoping that getting a job helps get my back to my feet... I need something to help me dig my feet back into the sand and get going again.





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SilverFang
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comment Commented on: Sun Jan 31, 2010 @ 05:17pm
Yeah, it sounds like a job should help you stabelize yourself. You know if you ever wanna talk I'm here. You're a strong person so I know you'll get your feet planted again.
Love ya heart


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