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I think I want to disapper...or at least withdraw from people for a bit I don't know who I am anymore so if you go to PFHS and I'm mute or I walk away in the middle of a conversation please don't get mad at me. I need alone time. I need to sort out my life...I need to decide if it's time I retreat to the place in my mind were I have everything I need. thought I might ignore my real exsitence, my life on Earth. I think it's time I fid out just what the heack is worng with me. I need to find out if I'm a happy teenage girl who can get any guy she wants or if I'm just the shell of htat girl, a shell that is mute unless spoken to directly (hint to people who will want to talk to me at school, say my name if you want me to respond). I need to know if the life I'm living is in fact worth living. Alana if you try to force me to talk against my will I will walk away or just get farther away in my mind and the chane I might come back out will get even slimer. please respect my choice to do this.