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Here I sit, waiting to hear the end
Finish me, tell me, will I be the one?
Corrupted heart, only you can mend.
Save me from the things I've done!

Have you ever seen the dead?
A life with you, that's all I want.
Forget the things I've said
Thoughts of you haunt

I give up, there was never a chance
I want you to save me, wake me
But apparently you can't
This nightmare, only you can save me

{I've broken down, seen the bottom. I've watched every sin, I've committed my own. I have bled, I have wept, I have seen my end. The world I've lived in has never had a light. The black will make you blind. Show me the light, save me from this. I crawl from my pit, my own hell. I am rising from my grave, my cell. Broken, bleeding, falling apart.}

I! have stared death down!
I! have felt the fires!
I stole Satans crown!
But you are all I desire!

I could have ruled hell
I would rather have an angel
I have no soul to sell
Feeling rather unstable

Controlled by hatred
I want you to save me, wake me
This hell I created
This nightmare, only you can save me!

{I don't deserve you. You know it's true. So evil and insane. I have only me to blame. Purity is my drug. Never knew I could fall in love. No one knows why. No one knows how hard I try. Sadistic. Masochistic. I don't remember. Lost forever. Who am I? What am I? When will I die? Can I die? I've never felt alive. Is living a lie?}

I! need to stop!
I have tried best...
Can I stop!?
Just say yes...
Just say yes...

I have lost...
The war is over..
But at what cost?
I am just colder...

You will never know my love...
Will you save me, wake me?
Will you let me love?
Show me the light, wake me
Wake me from my nightmare

{I just want to wake up... I just want to wake up... I just want to wake up...}

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