Insanity
In this life I have heard...
You always get what you deserve
It seems I caused more pain
Then what keeps sane
I can't say I'm surprised
Lived my life
Barely survived
Twisted by pain and strife
They look so scared
Am I so lost?
I wished no one cared
But at what cost?
I won't lie
Unhappy but not sad
Not afraid to die
Is that so bad?
You will never understand what it is to be me
Without her, without sanity
I don't need your pity
I just don't want you to see...
All alone, inside this cage
I dwell in darkness
Revel in hate
Eyes left lifeless
This is fate?
Welcome to my mind
A day inside this ******** maze
There's no door to find,
Just my self destructive haze
I won't let it go...
I refuse to sleep at night
Tears never show...
In the darkness, where there is no light...
But I never give up without a fight...
In this life I have heard...
You always get what you deserve
It seems I caused more pain
Then what keeps sane
I can't say I'm surprised
Lived my life
Barely survived
Twisted by pain and strife
They look so scared
Am I so lost?
I wished no one cared
But at what cost?
I won't lie
Unhappy but not sad
Not afraid to die
Is that so bad?
You will never understand what it is to be me
Without her, without sanity
I don't need your pity
I just don't want you to see...
All alone, inside this cage
I dwell in darkness
Revel in hate
Eyes left lifeless
This is fate?
Welcome to my mind
A day inside this ******** maze
There's no door to find,
Just my self destructive haze
I won't let it go...
I refuse to sleep at night
Tears never show...
In the darkness, where there is no light...
But I never give up without a fight...
