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I hate that feeling you get... eating away at your insides...
disgusting. the feeling of regret.
I cant stand it... UGH

I regret not calling twin, for example... but i suck @ keeping in touch so who knows if i ever will... :[

AND...
So, this is my #1 regret right now... and i am writing this down
simply because A) i am bored
and B) I need to pretend to tell people what im never going to tell them so i can pretend not to regret it anymore :]
(can u say, comprendo?? XD)

OKAY: I so knew you two werent going to last long. Youre 17 for gods sake,just because youve never dated anyone before mike doesnt mean you two are made for each other and going to get married and all that s**t. God. Dont act all depressed about it. Thanks for ditching your real friends when you got a boyfriend, btw. Emy, you know your best friend?? Yeah I asked her what was wrong with you and she said "I have no idea, she doesnt talk to me anymore" SAME HERE. your "perfect" relationship seems to have made you forget about your best friends.
SO, whateverrr.
Yeah, you still talk to me... like, when you want me to come on some Jesus retreat or something though i tell you I DONT HAVE THE MONEY and you say TALK TO JOE. hes not MY youth minister! how often do i see him??? never! duh.
Or, you talk to me when you try to get me to go to prom.
Yeah, youll "take care of the money, cus i really want you there"
or so you say. You really wouldve just ignored me and spent the entire time giggling at mike. EW.

Well, whatever. Its not like im not used to losing friends over stupid reasons anyways.

*Dramatic EYE ROLL*

like "Nina doesnt like you b/c she thinks youre a lesbian"
******** you Nina... and here, i thought you were my friend?
What a b***h...
just because i got a little hyper at Rachs party doesnt mean i was serious... gosh
Oh the things that I say when I'm bored...
Next time i see her, ima really freak her out.
Hows staring at you like im checking you out. For reals. Ima do it.
Im in drama club b***h, i can def. pull it off

That is why i loveeee people

*SUPER LONG DRAMATIC EYE ROLL*