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I have no idea what i'm doing with my life
sometimes i dont even feel like i'm here... just an empty shell walking the halls
I'm a dreamer, i imagine things how i'd like them to be but it never works out
I've stopped trusting my closest friends
I trust people i shouldnt
My head constantly feels like its spinning and i might get dizzy and fall down
i need to seriously rethink the things that are most important to me
I feel like talking to someone, but i feel i cant talk to anyone
im torn between hating people and liking them. People are two faced, and which side do you believe?
constantly tired.
Reading way too many books that are about people falling in love...
Wondering, if i was given a second chance to use on anything how in the world i would be able to choose which???
Crying too much, on the inside and too much on the outside too.
I keep feeling my heart break... and what does that feel like? It feels like you cant breathe, like... well a lot of things.
And i am totally fed up.
With everything and pretty much everyone.
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