I don't even care...
I don't even know what to say? I'm just numb. I hate hospitals...
They killed my brother. They killed my sister. I remember holding her, I was only 2, but I remember her face and the whole time I was thinking "I have a sister now!".
My dad went in the hospital when I was 11 or 12 for an operation. He told me it wasn't life threatening, but hearing that he was in the hospital made me cry. I remember crying and then going to see him. It felt like forever in the waiting room...
Now, my grandpa is in the hospital. He had what's called a "mini" stroke. They were afraid he'd have a bigger one so he has to stay there for a while. He's not dead, he won't die. They're just watching him. He's not even my real grandpa. Both of my real ones are dead. He's my grandma's boyfriend... or as she refers to him "roommate"...
WTF is wrong with me... this is so ******** stupid... I don't even know why I'm bothering with this. Just ******** off. That's what I'm going to do.
Ciao...
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