What is the point of this existance? Are we simply here and gone? Or is there a point? Is there some invisable man called God sitting up there watching over us and Shouting down that he loves us? Or is there simply nothing? Is this it? All these questions come into my mind every now and then and I truely wonder about it all. About weither or not this is all some briliant flaw of the cosmos or if there is actually a plan to go with it. The way I see it this world is to beautiful to be a one time shot created by accident to serve no purpose. Everything must have a purpose, otherwise there is no need for it's existance and if there is no need for it's existance, then wouldn't it cease to be? I am an expeiriment of these phony men in their white coats. They stick me with needles, cut me open, turn me inside out, all just to see if they can turn me into more of a monster. That is all I am to them, a pretty monster with no point to it's existance but to destroy all the things that they say are pointless.
I sometimes wonder what I would be now if these men in their pure white coats had never found me. Would I be what they call normal? Would I be going to college? Would I have someone who loved me? What would my biggest worry be? Probably what I'd be wearing to the prom... And My father would be worrying about how much he would be spending on a dress I'd only wear once, like the man in front of me. His biggest thought right now is when he's going to get off so he can call his lovely wife and lovely children and make his empty promisies to them about how soon he'll be home. Then he'll hang up with them and go sleep with one of the other scientists who has a nicer a** then his wife does.
Human's really are disgusting. They only think about what they consider 'basic needs'. Getting laid, food, water, it's all bull ####, if they had one day as me they would kill themselves. Humans have no more instinct for survival. They don't think about every move they make because it could be their last. They've gotten lazy and inadiquate, and now they want to control these monsters they have created? They have no Idea what they are up against. Most of us monsters would sooner rip these people apart then fallow their orders. Except for those foolish willing participants who've lost their souls. Those wack jobs are off thier rockers and they get treated better then those of us who were forced into this mess. That's why they will never be better. They've had this soft path laid out for them and the others have had to rip out their own path. What a bunch of idiots.
 Vendi_girl · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments |
