What does it mean to loose hope? Not just to stop beleiving but what causes lost hope? For the past year I have been trying to have a baby with the man I love. I know I probably can not ever have children but I still hope. I pray about it all the time , wish about it all the time, and think about it most of my time. Joey and I have been trying to have a child of our own for the past year. Every month after month I take a test..... And month after month I am broken again. I feel like it's all my fault.... all I wanted was to be happy with Joey and start a family of my own...But now today I am thinking that it will never happen. I have decided now that I am just going to get on a birth contol and start being a lot more safer. I'm deciding this because I am so tiered of be hurt and being let down.
Till tommorrow or Later!
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