I'm so tired lately. I fell asleep standing up in Church last night. All week I've run straight from play rehersal which ends about 6 to Church that starts to 7 but I have to stop home so I could get off the make up and costume. Reuben came to Church with me last night. It was last minute and so sweet of him. I'm so tired I'm loosing my voice and getting sick... The play is tomorrow and Saturday! Not to mention my mom will flip when she sees my report card... I want time to stop, rewind to I can fix everything I can never make anyone happy. And this girl at school likes me and it's really obvious. It's kind of annoying... If I liked someone in our school... it's not her it would be someone rlse in the freshman class. Anywo I'm tired and I need to get to school stare Oh what joyous rapture...
I decided to add more. Here's meh plan for my life
1. Find at least one guy that won't die like a year later that wont mind being this fatasses boyfriend
2. Get my voice into at least one anime by 27
3. Kill mself by the age of 34-ish. I mean by then I doubt a guy would stick by me 3 minutes let alone for years.
4. Flip off God right before he drops me into hell or if I go to heaven piss on Satan and laugh...
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