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I truly am lazy...I mean I don't even update everything but maybe once every 5 days...

[sigh] I need to stop 'killing myself' I'm so exhausted lately, I can't get that much sleep, I overwork myself in football, overwork myself everywhere else, I feel dead most of the time...except when I'm with her... It's really odd actually, I mean it's like I just sprout wings and can fly, like I get a whole new sense of energy, adrenaline just rushing through me.... [hangs head and sighs] a hopeless fool, but I guess I'm content with being a hopeless fool...rather than turning back into that heartless b*****d...

This whole week has just been...crazy I guess....not bad for being the first week back from Spring Break, except for the fact that they (our teachers) gave me a hella lotta homework....I've already got two projects, another book for English which I plan on reading but probably won't sweatdrop , and so many chapter reviews...@__@ I think I need another break sweatdrop Sadly I think the next 'break' (other than weekends and extended weekends) would be...Summer....how I dread the coming of summer this year...even though I look forward to it...perhaps I just fear the month of July....

Today's Saturday which means I should be able to relax, take time off, get the strain off my back (I've got a hernia, or at least a herniated disc; basically I slipped a disc in my back, pulled some muscles and cracked some vertebrae too...not supposed to be lifting weights in football but I haveta...) However! I have to super house cleaning (looks like a tornado went through my whole house, and yes I've actually seen tornados tear things up and it isn't pretty...) I also have to go to Fairway today around 6:00 P.M. for their 50th anniversary [waves a flag around in chibi form] yey... So I have to post to colors in front of all the big-wigs of the city, and some major people in the military...including the mayor, the superintendent, and whoever else....[sighs] nerve racking....

Speaking of R.O.T.C. stuff...I've gotta go to Fairway again sometime next week....all day....to recruit which means I won't be at school that day (I dunno when that is...) Sadly, that day will be like all next year when I'm gone...

Next Wednesday I get my academics letterman (2X-Large...I think I shoulda got 3X) and Carla gets to steal it heart

Next Saturday, I swear, has to be one of the most aniticipated nights of the year....My effin' B-Day Party! w00t.... stare I half expect it to get the awesomest night evah, and half expect it to be a disaster in the making....hopefully the 'awesomest' half will get the better of the deal....

Well that's about it right now...I'll post more later if needed...I may even post more of my story ~_^ depends on how busy I am today, compared to how much pain I'm in....

heart </3 heart
~Jiin...Kendo Sensei Extraordinaire, Commander of the Neo-Shinsengumi, and 'the greatest guy ya know' (as people say....)

P.S. one more week of being the commander....

Song(s) of the day: "I Miss You" by Blink 182 and "Anthem Part 2" by Blink 182

"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

"Anthem Part 2"

Everything has fallen to pieces
Earth is dying help me Jesus
We need guidance, we've been misled
Young and hostile, but not stupid

Corporate leaders, politicians
Kids can't vote, adults elect them
Laws that rule the school and workplace
Signs that caution, sixteen's unsafe

We really need to see this through
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're f*cked up you're to blame

Let this trainwreck burn more slowly
Kids are victims in this story
Drown our youth with useless warnings
Teenage rules: they're f*cked and boring

We really need to see this through
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're f*cked up you're to blame

Everything has fallen to pieces
Everything has fallen to pieces

We really need to see this through
we never wanted to be abused
We'll never give up, it's no use
If we're f*cked up you're to blame