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Should i wait for her? confused

Should i wait for her?
Should i wait for her when if i've known her for five years and thats all i've ever done?
Should i wait when she brakes up with me cause of some personal reason?
Or should i forget it and more on like i've learned to do so many times before?

Why do i have to wait just cause she "thinks" she's in an unstable part of her life?
Why should i have to save her that special place in my heart when she looks at me with such a heart stopping saddness?

When i look into her eyes i feel as if my heart stops to breath, stops to cry, stop cause the saddness to so unbearable?
Her eyes tell of a thousand tragities in only a moment of a tear.
And yet i face that tragity and face that saddness just to see her smile.

Should i wait for one like this............
Should i face that saddness for her............
Should i face a thousand tragities...................
Or shouldn't i?