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Well I should get this all off my chest [inhales]
I got nothing @_@ lookit! my avi...he's a wannabe pirate now (felt like changing him, but now he prolly looks stupid to ya'll...well he wa a pirate, now he looks po' >.<
next subject: No I'm not effing emo, I just feel HORRIBLE... and I don't know how to fix it, though my lover did distract the pain for a while 'til she ran off and Mike's like "you're worse than a lost puppy," and I simply shrugged...but he's right, I am, I'm her little lost puppy, because I constantly want to be with and around her, so when she goes away I go to her, and I'm sure she gets annoyed, I should just give up ^ ^;;
Well today was our 3rd and 5th finals stare 3rd had me worried, because I can't do English for crap this year...and 5th was really easy (she let us use our study guides, which is the entire test)
tomorrow's supposed to be 4th for 2 hours 10 minutes, then for me 6th period test, and then B lunch, then 7th period test....hoo frickin rah... stare not looking forward to tomorrow...
I also want to say...that Carla Lila Rubi Mercado Vargas Goycochea Pellot Valentin, is the love of my life, the best thing that's ever happened to me...She's literally turned my 'frown upside down.' and I'd like to thank her for it. She turns 16 tomorrow, and I'd like for everyone to say happy birthday, give her a b-day hug or something...though don't be too rough (that's my job ~_^) but seriously, not too rough...
She's my angel from the heavens, she's my dream come true...she's everything I've ever wanted in a girl and then some...I just hope she realizes it...I also hope she realizes, that I'm not trying to be "worship-y stalker-ish," but just trying to express myself ^ ^;; She's been one of my best friends, and is now my lover, I hope over the course of the next two years, our bond won't weaken, and hopefully become stronger somehow...though I think it's very, very strong now...
Carla, I love you, truly, madly, deeply, I do... heart
~Justin
P.S. they're prolonging my moving period, because we hafta get passports before we can like leave the country, so we get the passports (which'll take about 6 weeks) after my mother gets her naturalization papers (which'll take I dunno how long) and yeah...
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I feel so special, though you've made it clear that I am. And I hope you feel much, much better, love!