Ever get the feeling when a friend is about to ditch you? Where she ignores you and doesn't care about what you say? I'm getting that vibe from my friend Jenica... I've been ditched by friends before so I know what it's like and I find I really don't care. She never cares for what I believe in and when I try to talk about it she'll cut me off and change the topic like it doesn't matter. She doesn't care whether she hurts my feelings or not and all she cares for is herself... no wonder I'm her only friend, it seems that this must be her way of pushing people away. If she wants that fine... I don't give a ********...
Anyways... Not too much has happened since well... the weekend I guess. I went over to Dorian's again yesterday and we took his dog Yoshi for a walk and got grossed out by all the canker (sp?) worms that are hanging off the trees this time of the year. It's plain disgusting! You can't walk without feeling the silk they use to hang off of and see them and have them crawling on you. It's quite disgusting! I hate bugs and I hate canker worms. Eeew!!
I embarrassed myself on the way home yesterday when he asked me if there were any movies I wanted to see. I thought he was talking about the ones in theatres so I told him An American Haunting, but no he was talking 'bout on DVD. Well I felt embarrassed redface and we've already seen all the ones I know that I have an interest in.
You ever feel like you're sick but not really have any of the symptoms? I feel nauseous and the smallest sounds give me a headache... I don't have advil on me and being in school doesn't help at all... Maybe it's a side effect of birth control... just started taking it a couple weeks ago. Gr.. it did say nauseousness might be a side effect but it didn't say headaches on the slightest noise... ********...
Nothing else to rant about so... I'll post again later or tomorrow.
Saphira Blackheart · Wed May 24, 2006 @ 07:20pm · 0 Comments |