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If you want to leave then thats your choice and no one can stop you but we wont forget about you either. A lot of people are going to miss you. Its not a burden listening to your problems. Everyone has problems and it helps to tell people about them. We listen to you cuz we know we need someone to listen to us. Keep in touch though please? just PM or IM me if you ever need to rant or just wanna talk, okies?
*huggles and love*
-Jen heart

You guys don't care.. -sighs- You probably are happy to see me go.. but whatever...

I don't want you to go, man... but if you're gone already, then remember - you'll be missed.

Hey now, i said i care so i care! Dont doubt me. listen, i know your prolly feeling pretty shitty and like the world is against you, but that doesnt mean that you have to doubt other people when they say that they care. I know i do.

I know you don't know me very well, and heck, I can't say that I know you that good either since I've never actually met you. But I've read your posts months ago, Alex's as well. Actually, I feel somewhat like a stalker, since I checked up on both of you without you ever knowing I was there. It made me happy to see two people like you so happy and carefree. I read about your problems, I read about Alex's problems. I've prayed for both of you whenever you seemed sad, or depressed, or having a hard time with friends, family, school, etc. I've hoped for the best when you had arguments and fights.. Kind of odd, isn't it? A total stranger who never talked to you, cares for you like her best friends. When I read about Alex attempting suicide, I won't lie. I burst into tears. And I don't cry easily-I'm proud of that fact. I know it hurts, and I know you hurt a LOT more than I do. You want everything to go away, just like you wrote. And sadly, it won't go away...You'll always hurt, that's what life is. But, to be selfish and actually throw it down the drain, you'll be hurting tons of people, despite your beliefs that nobody cares. I for one, would most likely bawl my eyes out for weeks, and still hurt afterwards. Your mother would be devestated; she loves you, all mother love their children no matter how they act. If you have any siblings, they'll be tormented forever of the thought of their brother's death; trust me, I just witnessed a family who lost their son/brother at the age of nine. It's your choice to leave gaia, and that's all fine and dandy if it's what you want. We all get tired of websites and forums...but if you do decide to leave and only come back occasionally, know that somewhere out there, someone is worrying for you, and misses you, and hopes you'll feel better one day And that someone is not only me... It's up to you to regard this seriously or not. If it were me, I'd probably label it as a bunch of sentimental bullshit myself and ignore it. But please, I'm always here if you want to talk/type about things that bother you. It's what I'm here for actually, and it's always good to get your problems off your chest instead of holding them in...I know from personal experiance, unfortunately. Much love, A worried stranger

Well, though I don't know you or Alex, but i'd hate to see a member of Gaia go, when you feel better come back, cause I left for 8 weeks or so for other things and didn't felt like going on, but alas and farewell.

Kyo (A friend of Dragonstar13's)