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The birth of this pain is unknown, I have everything to gain, but also lose, everyone can see this world is not perfect, but everything keeps coming back to haunt me, putting up with it for so many years, the darkness slowly, and continueing to take over me, lieing makes it worse, no longer able to cry no matter how hard I try.
Lost in thought all the time, hiding from reality, never wanting to come out, forever lost in imagination, wanting to scream, wanting time to stop, everything to stop.
I'm so far into to the darkness, my body, my soul, my heart is cold as ice, hurting those I don't want to hurt, going to snap and hurt the one I love someday, being so far away from everyone, being alone, I'm all ways alone.
I'm looking for someone or something to hold on to, someone who will reach out and save me from everything, my past, my mind, everything, smiling a fake smile, saying everything is ok, even when it isn't.
So hold on to me, forever, don't let me go, because I might go, to leave you or to protect you, I would give my life for them, a promise to protect those I love is burned into my heart, even if they don't love me, to take a bullet, to get run over by a car is what I will do to save them, even if they didn't save me, but I'll go to peace, or maybe stay here for a little longer in hope for salvation, from those I love.
FOR THEM I WOULD DIE, EVEN IN THIS DARKNESS THAT I'VE BEEN IN
forever in pain · Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 07:21pm · 1 Comments |
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