You would think someone like me would be used to it by now. No matter what, no one will ever get used to being alone.
I once closed my heart, held in all my emotions, and began to believe that I would be damned for life. There was no one left for me to look to. No one to go to, no one to hold, no one to help wipe the tears, no one to warm my heart, no one to heal my emotions. I was alone. All alone here, with no one to hold and no one to love. Searching for a warm heart.
I wanted to die... but, Im still alive. Was this God's way of protecting me? or was this the Devil's way of torture?
God did not choose when we begin our lives, we chose when to begin. Those who chose not to live, and those who chose to give up. Are those who have never lived. Only those who decide to live, are the ones who have seen life for what it is.
The sun will rise, the sun will set. The clouds can only hide so much. Hiding dosen't mean that it didn't happen. People live, people die. It cannot be avoided. But the greatest fear in life is not that of death, but that of when we will die.
When I die, will you remeber my name? Will you even know who I am? What will you remeber me for who I was? It doesnt matter, I will be just be a forgotten face, Nothing but a... sight of sorrow
I dream of angels in the sky. The angel of my world, the angel of my heart, the angel I can share everything with. The angel with eyes of forever love, please take me in your arms and together we can fly away. Just me and the angel of my dreams.
forever in pain · Sat Sep 09, 2006 @ 04:55am · 2 Comments |