Bleh. I feel scared. Emotions scare me. Maybe because I've had enough bad experiences with them or the fact so many other people exploit them to their gain. I can't tell who lies or who doesn't x.x;
I've always felt OK just being by myself and never really questioning my place or seeking the existance of another. Does that make me a bad person? Does that mark me wrong? Am I fine being alone? What do I really seek?
I'm so lost right now. I have no one to talk to about these things. Sometimes I feel as though no one really understands. Hell, I don't even understand. @_@;
I just don't want anyone to hate me. I don't want anyone to be hurt by me or to hurt me. I'm so scared right now...
Ayane Akutama · Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 12:00pm · 1 Comments |