pain, hurt, frustration...
emotions so familiar, and why do you want to tell me that i can't ******** die? it's the cowards way out hmm? well what if i want to be a coward... what if i can't cope, i don't want to know anymore, don't want your excuses or lies, your half hearted tries, you say you love me...is that a lie?
so where is the truth now? where is the truth?
grief, sorrow, confusion...
i shouldn't be feeling this really when it boils down to it, but i've been told so many different things, and i know that i should trust you because we love each other...don't we? but you can't be there all the time, and how will i ever truly know what you think of me? i shouldnt think this should I? and i swear that i try, to believe you darlin, but is that a lie...?
so where is the truth now? where is the truth?
a shadowed corner, a hidden place? or could it be staring me in the face? i guess i'll never know, but now im frustrated, confused, and i don't want to think that i'm being used... do you really care? will you ever know?
but where is the truth now...where is my truth...
Fear Ryu · Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 01:47pm · 1 Comments |