ANYBODY ASK ME? ANYBODY ******** CONSIDERE WHAT THE OTHER SIDE MAY BE? ye okay your over active with emotions. at leasts theres only one of you! and your overrotective! which i understand but IM NOT FLIRTING. i dnot like guys. ye i got raped and ye it hurt, but recently some other stuff has been happening andf im scared of dating boys. not that youd know. any of you. not that youd care. so hit me. go on. another thing. im not being the bitchy one because ive tried not to say anything to anyone. sera i had a knife to my ******** wrists for you. i hope you understand that. maybe my blood will let you knwo i care? good enough? your not the only one with mental issues. im probably qworse than you but i never stop to think because im always busy with other peopl! i be as happy as i can but im nto! i dont know what a real smile even feels like! i try and try. i warn everyone. i ******** things up. everyone happy? no? how about this? live my life then tell me im over reacting! no one knows! and why the ******** should they care?here ill make you all happy. check my journal. why njot put it there. check my arms. why not etch it in? i dont ******** care anymroe and ive lost my griip on it all!maybe this will make you all ******** happy!
IM A b***h IM A WHORE IM USELESS IM WORTHLESS IM DIRTY IM LOWER THAN THAT IM SELFISH IM CRUDE IM OVER REACTIVE IM WEAK IM A SLUT IM A DOG IM A FREAK
ANY MORE? ID BE OH SO ******** HAPPY TO ADD THEM.
i tried for you all. i loved you all. im sorry im a ******** up. so if im so bad and wrong...why will no one let me go? wouldnt it make you ahppy? if i dissappeared?dont send me mixed messages...anyone!
let me go if this is how you all think.
sorry to waste your time. im not gonna put a name. i dont deserve one.
Fear Ryu · Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 10:50pm · 11 Comments |