With the increasing disrest inside my mind my thoughts are falling through and scrambling. I need to recover my mind but my feelings are specially strong today because of the fact it is the fabled 9/11 the day of the 'attack' on the United States. With all the broadcasts about it on the TV and around my town I can't help seeing myself watching them every so often. But when I do it causes more pain and disrest inside my head to know what the government did what they didn't do. Anyway, I haven't got much to say because of my feelings in a jumble. My mind wants to believe one of my closest friend on what happened but then the other can't shake the feeling of something that didnt' go that way so I am pulled back in the middle. I feel like in a fight to find the right one and the wrong one. I feel like in those desicsions that take a lot of thought and stuff. Well with this I am going to go to a funeral; one of my relitives died. So I am going to pay my respects to them and hope they have a good afterlife. Well, I got that done and I am now in the process of getting my homework done which is going to be a major trial. I have to get that done plus deal with a funeral which probably will stun me when I get there. I mean me and my uncle might have not been close but...this will be shocking. Well that is enough of this entry.
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Well, I just really want to write how I feel at the moment. Not really for propaganda but mostly for just the show of my feelings and such.
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