Falling...falling...falling...
In an eternity of darkness...
I feel my life coldly sliping away...
Everyone I know...forgoten....
It wouldn't matter...
They wont even notice im gone...
Drifting...through the darkness...
It's so cold...and lonely...
Waiting to be saved...
Waiting for someones sweet embrace...
To save me from myself...
Slippping deeper into the darkest depths of my heart...
All I want is for someone to care...
Someone to hold...someone to love...
But no...outcasted...all alone.....I slowly die alone...
Why do I even resist?...
I was destined to die alone....
With no one to care....
Please someone anyone...please...show me the light...
before it's too late...
the doors...of light....are slowly fading...
Please somone...help me...
I dont want to be alone anymore....
In an eternity of darkness...
I feel my life coldly sliping away...
Everyone I know...forgoten....
It wouldn't matter...
They wont even notice im gone...
Drifting...through the darkness...
It's so cold...and lonely...
Waiting to be saved...
Waiting for someones sweet embrace...
To save me from myself...
Slippping deeper into the darkest depths of my heart...
All I want is for someone to care...
Someone to hold...someone to love...
But no...outcasted...all alone.....I slowly die alone...
Why do I even resist?...
I was destined to die alone....
With no one to care....
Please someone anyone...please...show me the light...
before it's too late...
the doors...of light....are slowly fading...
Please somone...help me...
I dont want to be alone anymore....
Update ( NOV. 21, 2006 ):
Pain...all I feel is pain...
Why wont it stop...Why...why does it hurt so?...
I've felt pain...but this...its just too much...
As if my insides had been riped out,
As if somone Had crushed all the feeling in me...
Crushed every bit of my emotion...only one emotion left...
Sorrow...sorrow and pain...
It wont stop...Please make it stop...
Its unbearable...the type of pain no human would want to suffer...
But no....everyone feels this pain...
But for me...why does it feel so,
It hurts so much more than everyone elses....Why...why?...
Why does it continue...
As if someone had crushed what is most important in your life,
As if your heart had been torn in two...
A hole...a hole in my chest....now filled with darkness...
This hole...too late to be filled with anythying else...
A hole...A hole where my heart once dwelled...
Why wont it stop...Why...why does it hurt so?...
I've felt pain...but this...its just too much...
As if my insides had been riped out,
As if somone Had crushed all the feeling in me...
Crushed every bit of my emotion...only one emotion left...
Sorrow...sorrow and pain...
It wont stop...Please make it stop...
Its unbearable...the type of pain no human would want to suffer...
But no....everyone feels this pain...
But for me...why does it feel so,
It hurts so much more than everyone elses....Why...why?...
Why does it continue...
As if someone had crushed what is most important in your life,
As if your heart had been torn in two...
A hole...a hole in my chest....now filled with darkness...
This hole...too late to be filled with anythying else...
A hole...A hole where my heart once dwelled...
Update ( DEC. 13, 2006):
I am confused, and misunderstood
I wonder why everything seems to be so tough
I hear someone calling my name
I see darkness every which way I go
I envision a special someone right by my side...and whispering my name
I am confused, and misunderstood
I pretend to be someone I'm not
I feel cast away; shuned; ignored
I touched a pool of darkness, and feel like I'm sinking
I hide from the light of truth
I cry knowing I'm just withering away...
I am confused, and misunderstood
I understand that life isn't easy
I say that someone is always there to help
I dream about the day that someone helps me
I try my best to help others in need, so where is my gaurdian soul?
I hope that someone will finally understand
I am confused and misunderstood.
I wonder why everything seems to be so tough
I hear someone calling my name
I see darkness every which way I go
I envision a special someone right by my side...and whispering my name
I am confused, and misunderstood
I pretend to be someone I'm not
I feel cast away; shuned; ignored
I touched a pool of darkness, and feel like I'm sinking
I hide from the light of truth
I cry knowing I'm just withering away...
I am confused, and misunderstood
I understand that life isn't easy
I say that someone is always there to help
I dream about the day that someone helps me
I try my best to help others in need, so where is my gaurdian soul?
I hope that someone will finally understand
I am confused and misunderstood.
