if only you were a little younger. . .you'd be all caught up with my expectations. another college would've been nice. anything with a dorm and a decent distance from home. instead of p***y-footing into the "college experience". did it to myself and not sure how or y. I really got scared? of being seperated from people i thought i'd know for ages. they're the only ones you'd ever know like family. seeing as that the majority of ppl you associated w/ couldn't give a s**t about you now.. "******** making friends," was the only thing that kept me stable for the first few weeks at wcc. i've gotten really good at being in groups of ppl and just be with myself. its like "hey, you know those ppl from before that were with u everyday to distract you from all the s**t? well they're not gonna be around anymore so you better take some time to get to know yourself"
roar im scary · Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 08:05am · 0 Comments |