So many of them...Papa Roach being one of the biggest, followed up by Johnny Knoxville and Jackass...and stuff...But besides that, I'm trying to get on more and more...and finding that I'm succeeding...there's not much going on in my life right now...I'm in between content and sad...I'm happy at home, but school is another problem. Have you ever loved someone so much, that just seeing them made your whole day better? That just to talk to them, would make you happy for the rest of the week? Have you ever loved someone so much, that seeing them with someone else tore your heart from your chest and cut it into tiny peices, but you were still happy for them? ...have you ever loved someone that much...but couldn't say a thing? Neh. Depressing, I know..Eh..ignore that. I've also found I have a problem with expressing any emotion other than happiness...because if I do seem sad...or angry, someone always goes all psycho and tries to figure out what's wrong. Last time I openly expressed my emotions at school (I was sad, sue me) I was sent to the counseling office. By a teacher. So. No more emotion expressing for me. Huzzah. On a completely different topic, we had a sub in health today...she's WAY to open about EVERYTHING considering that we're learning about STD's and crap...everyone in the class was expecting her at any moment to pull down her pants and go 'now class, who can tell me what this is?' ....right...she scares us and scarred well over half the class...though me and my partner had fun telling a 'd**k and Jane' story about Chalmidya...heh...THAT was funny. Wow. Rather long journal entry I've got going, neh? I'll write more later...boredom and fatigue is setting in...
Crimson Lunarwolf · Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 05:14am · 1 Comments |