If you don't celebrate Christmas, do NOT go on this huge 'D8 homigawducant say taht!' on me. I honestly don't care. So...now that we've got the season's greetings out of the way.. It's been a while since I've made a journal entry...I was rereading some of the stuff, and the last one I made said I was addicted to Papa Roach..now THAT was an old entry...I don't really obsess over Papa Roach anymore..I've gone into more of a HIM thing...the band is truely amazing, and I suggest listening to it every now and then...and if you're too lazy to Youtube them just check my profile. I've always got a HIM vid up...and I change it occasionally. Also, my little Fanfiction.net thing is picking up again...I've started writing more and more on that. I'm a dork. I know. I read a Pirates of the Caribbean fic the other day and that story made me really sad..The Ramblings of an Old Woman. Look it up under my faves because I'm too lazy to get it and post the link. On that train of thought: I'm actually getting into the whole 'PotC' phase again...and the last time I was into that was...*counts* I think about four years ago...I don't know...oh well. Christmas is coming, huzzah for all. I hate this time of year, though...No, I'm not the Grinch and all 'D8< Christmas is bad for you'...I have guilt issues...guilt issues which I refuse to talk to anyone about, because then my parents go nuts and say I'm just craving attention...but besides that...Everyone asks for gifts. It's just something that happens at Christmas...but the thing is, I get guilty really easily if I ask for something expensive...I think the most expensive gift I asked for this year was a HIM CD...which is about 13 bucks...so then I sit here and just wallow in my guilt because who knows why. I'm just weird that way... Very fast change of subjects here: A friend of mind did a presentation in Health today, it was about Teen Depression. I've been thinking I'm depressed for a while now, but the only time I brought it up, my parents got really mad at me, so I haven't brought it up since(going back to the whole 'I won't show my emotions' thing..)...but anyway...I realized as she was going through the list that I had most of those symptoms. But the thing is...only like..24% of depressed teens get help. I guess I'll be one of the 86% who doesn't. But hey, it's Christmas, cheer up, right? So I'm gonna go listen to my music now...I guess that's it for this Journal Entry...
Crimson Lunarwolf · Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 07:10am · 3 Comments |