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Dont go with any of them... Your mistake is very clear and very stupid. You hang around both of these men and so now you are getting this... "another person i know i want to be with but all he wants is my body and nothing more. ": Now here is something that is STUPID... First of all you hang out with this man, and its quite clear that you still do, stop talking to him... Avoid him... Say something mean to him... Tell him to ******** OFF. But no... Of course your not going to do this because you have a concious about being nice to people you know... Does he think about you when he wants your body? Does he even think about the damage he might caus? No... He doesnt... So who gives a s**t about his feelings? Tell him to ******** off.... Period. "another i still love but no longer can be with him for he is with someone else": Look you dumbass... I dont mean to insult you... But the thing about life is that you got to get over your s**t. The reason why he is with another is because you were to slow to bring it up to him and ask "will you go out with me?" Your emotions AGAIN got the better of you and now you are stuck with the "What if" questions tormenting in your mind. "no one i know can help anymore.": YOUR RIGHT, nobody is there to help you! You think your friends are there to be your hero? They make your PATH CLEAR they are not ment to take the pain away... That is what you are there for! Take strength in your OWN skills and build yourself on them. But no... You hang around the people that give you pain, and that is your most biggest set-back in the world. DONT HANG WITH THE PEOPLE THAT CAUS YOU PAIN, because that just CAUSES YOU MORE PAIN! i want to help but just dont know how. the more i help everyone i fear the more of my sanity i lose: If you dont know what the ******** to do... Then why are you trying to help people? A thing about life is letting other people learn their lessons, when you try to be the hero in the entire situation you will get turned on. You are only going insane because you arent getting anything GOOD coming back to you for all the GOOD you are doing for others. Insanity? I find it jealousy...