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I've been asked by my friends several times in the span of ten minutes what is wrong with me, and since I can't seem to find the words to say, I shall enter them here, in hopes that it will be read by those who worry. There are so many things that are just confusing the s**t outta me lately... and unlike many of you, I have no bed to sleep on as of the moment, but a couch. My room as of current is a living room, and I have no one to hold close at the end of each day as many of my friends do. Only the latter of these bother me any though. What bothers me most is being thousands of miles away from all that I've ever known and loved... I'm really just feeling kinda lonely. I have alot of good things going on in my life now, and I don't want to complain because I'm actually rather content with how things are. Granted I am upset at Angie for her crap, and not too keen with having to hit my family up for cash to get by... other than that I'm just wishing that I had someone here by my side to hold, kiss, and even argue with.... I know it's only a matter of time, but I don't think I've ever wanted something so badly as I do now... I will be fine my friends, as much as it may seem like something is wrong, know now that nothing in my life could be better at this point, and I wouldn't change anything that's happend for everything in the world.