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Yeah, cheesy intro, but I could really care less about that, it's this that matters. I've always doubted that things could get better. Since my grandfather died almost 10 years ago, I thought that life would only get worse, as well as harder. Well, sadly I was right, but it all has proven worth it as of these past two months alone. I'm now out on my own, no longer living with blood, but with friends over 2,000 miles from just about everything I've ever known.... niether of these bothers me though... Granted I do miss my old friends... my habits, as well as haunts... I miss alot of things in California, but it's all been worth it. Not only for the experiences I've had, but for the things that I've learned. I've learned little about how to be out on my own, but more about why one must never think that life isn't worth it. It's so hard to explain all that is on my mind... all that can be said is that love changes people, as well as how they not only see, but live life. I've met someone... by far, she is the greatest person I've ever met... she's kind... loving... understanding... unselfish... modest... so many things... I want so badly to be near to her, to hold her and tell her all will be well... I swear I'd do almost anything just to make this woman's life even the slightest bit more enjoyable. I want so badly to just unload and say everything there is about it... but I don't even really know where to start... All I can say, is that love is a very powerful thing that can never be expected... it just happens when it does...

I know I shouldn't be talking like this... almost sounds like I'm preparing to die or something... but what can be said... when you are in love, you sometimes want to share it with the whole world. I am in love, and if she's reading this, I just gotta say this again.... Fate, luck, coincidence... whatever it may be... I'm glad to have finally been returned to you my love, and hopefully someday soon, I'll be able to hold you close and whisper the words you've been wanting to hear from me since we found eachother again... I love you.