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crying I dont know where I stand with my "x" anymore ........................ before he said we were going to get back together but now it's like we barley even talk anymore and when i see him i want to talk to him but then he'll look at me and smile this weird little smile and i just kind of want to walk away but then when i do he just snapps and i really miss him .............. the day we get back together i've got a plan ................... that day im going to make him a promise then seal the deal.............. if you know what i mean!!!!!!!!!! i love that man but i dont know it may be tooo late.what ever the case the next guy wont have to worry i am slowley learning from my mistakes!!!!!!!!!!