i want whom ever sees this to know
I HATE MY LIFE
if u want to know why ask me or just keep reading
BECAUSE I DONT CARE ANYMORE:
PEOPLE THINK THE KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BUT THE WORST
DOESNT EVEN
COME CLOSE
IF YOU NOTICE
IM NOT MYSELF THIS
IS WHY:
I CANT TAKE THESE
MEMORIES ANYMORE:
MY DAD BEATING MY
MOM AND SISTERS,
MY DAD BREAKING
A PLATE ON MY MOMS
HEAD:MY DAD SNIFING
COCAINE:MY DAD KICKING
A CAR WINDOW BREAKING
IN HER FACE BRANDI PICKING
GLASS OUT OF HER HAIR:
THIS IS WHY I AM THE WAY
I AM
IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH
THIS TELL ME TO MY FACE
I AM NOT ME ANYMORE
I AM A SHADOW OF WHAT
I WAS
I ONLY DO WHAT I NEED
TO NOW OR WHAT I WANT
ANGER AND SADNESS IS
WHAT I KNOW
IF I HAD THE CHOICE I
WOULD DIE
BUT I ONLY LIVE FOR THE
SAKE OF FOUR:
MY MOM AND MY TWO SISTERS
AND MY ONLY LOVE
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idk its mine tho
i plan to write stories that pop into my head at any given time
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Im really sorry you have such a hard life.
I cant say I understand everything, but I do have similar memories.
If you ever need to talk, you always haveme.