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Sometimes I feel like I can't make it through the IB program. I'm starting to lose all confidence in my ability to make it as I see people much more capable than me at this thinking about quitting. This has been a really rough week for me besides. I don't know what it is. It must be something... different about my surroundings. I really need someone to talk to right now. Someone to comfort me. But, just the knowledge that I have such great friends, friends that would never let me down begins to bring my confidence back up. What if those that remain need me? I can't let some of my best friends down. Although, the spectre of inability hovers over me. If I keep thinking I'll fail, I will fail. If I think that I will pass, I still might fail.

I'm not like the rest of the students around me. They either have the brains to make it through, or the dilligence to study. I have neither. I'm just a hopeless romantic and daydreamer.

I really need someone to talk to.