So, I don't know why I chose that as my subject. I just did. OKAY?!
So I have learned something very important.
I don't need to depend on someone who I'll probably never meet. This isn't the first time he's broken my heart. But it WILL be the last. Would you like to know why? Well, I found someone better. And I acutally know them in real life. The new guy, Adam. I can't begin to say how much I love him. When I'm around him, I feel safe. Like nothing can hurt me. And as much as I hate admitting this, I live for my dorky smiles. Because when I can give one of my dorky smiles, then I know that I'm truly happy. When I'm with him, nothing else seems to matter. He's everything I want and more. I love him.
I think I may be coming on a bit strong though. I feel like I may be scaring him away. I just don't want to lose him, that's all. NO, I'm not dependant on him. I'm fine on my own. Just sometimes, being alone gets quite lonley. I love having him around. Adam: Do you think I'm coming on too strong? Tell me please..
Guess that's all for now. I love you all. With the exception of a few... xD
Butseriously. There are some of you that I can't stand.
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE, Jesssss
CarmelAppl · Tue Dec 05, 2006 @ 08:28pm · 4 Comments |