So, I'm continuing on the jounry of my life...wondering if it really is the one i want to embark on.
Sometimes i think to myself, if i'm not enjoying myself, why am I here? I've lost alot coming here...friends, confidence, intelligence...money...but then I've gain so much. I may have made some of the best friends I've ever had...friends you keep for life you know? And I've learned so much about life, and myself, and maybe thats what its about...
I've realize there are alot of things I can't do...maybe University is one of them...I don't think I've cried quite so much my entire life...And the constant stress is tough to deal with...as if i don't worry enough. Money matters, mark matters...I can't handle it all...
Maybe I need to get out...just disappear...find myself, and figure out exactly where I want to be...do I really like science enough to do this for the rest of my life? I wonder....
-T-W-iii-T-C-H-Y- · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |