(From last night diary entry)
Hmm. Has been a long time since I wrote in here properly lol.
I be sat in bed wearing Onny's HIM shirts and Onny's boxers lol. Came back from babysitting not long ago. I'm starting to cope better with the late nights. Me not getting tired so early anymre and I can get up easier. Well, i'm gonna write a summary of the past few days =] (Indeed I am)
Friday:
Had school (as usual). Media was cancelled (as usual lol). Went to Beverley to see Onny (big smile biggrin ). Twas fun. Went to Pizza Fez on the way hom efrom the train station and had sfc and chips. Tis yummeh >.< We didn't do much that night, it seemed to go so quick, we were both rather knackered lol. We ended up watching X-MEN 2 and was naughty (as usual lol).
Saturday:
Stayed in bed most of the morning because of lazy arse (onny lol). He was like *wakes up* *sleeps* *wakes up* *sleeps* >.< It was rather coot to watch.
Onny's dad said that we should be able to move in there in July which gives me something to look forward to it does.
We wented into Hull to buy Debbie her x-mas present which ended up a cook book coz she be a cookingness moose >.< Didn't really do much in town, just wandered, hugging (as usual). Hehe. I found some lingerine in Primark that was like, yummy and Onny did like the thought of me in it *giggles* I really likes it, twas black and pink and involved stockings *gives Onny images*
When we got back to Onny's we decided to have take-out chips with some sausages that Debbie lefted for us to munch.
We sat and had a like 2 hour talk with Debbie which was fun, had onny on my knee most the time, well half the time, the other half I was sat on his >.< She decided to finish off the conversation by saying that she thinks it's ok for us to move in there in July lol. I was like *am clutches Onny*
Hmm, when we finally got off to bed we watched Bone Collector, we didn't think we would last watching the whole film but even though it ended up finishing at 1:10 we did lol.
Sunday:
Woke up rather early and layed in bed watching Smile lol. The ickle bear is coot and I want one!! Had the whole sexualness thing >.< *nice images* Got out of bed to be greeted with bad weather which was gay >.< So we didn't end up leaving the house till I left. Twas quite an emotional day. Onny got silly bad memories about some gal who he must have had strong feelings for to have made him react the way he did. But anyway.
Made me feel completely in love with Onny Sunday did. We had coot sex lol. It was sweet, not naughty >.< I enjoyed it I did. So did Onny. I felt close to Onny, I felt as though we were both completely in love with each other. Nuff said! I love him >.<
I really didn't want to have to leave Onny after that but bleh, I had to!
Debbie gaved me a present form her and his daddy but I left with onny so i can open it on Newy Ears >.< I want Newy Ears now!!!!!
Now it be Monday. Not a nice day really. Pissed it down when I got up so I had to walk to school in the rain. Didn't have to do my presentation in R.S which wasn't a bad thing, I haven't even seen what the presentation looks like because Kerry did it for me lol. Media was a load of bollox. I asked him if I could leave so he asked me why and I told him I was losing the will to live so he said I can go lol. In psychology did a mock thing examness which I failed lol. Took me the whole of the lesson to complete!! i sat in the library after that with Kerry reading, then she left me coz her S&G lesson had been cancelled so she went home with Paul. I just stayed in the library at dinner and p5 texting/ sending Onny an e-mail whilst trying to do my own presentation, didn't end up finishing it though lol. I got well pissed off when I went t S&G and the teacher decided to tell me it was cancelled, I mean, I could have gone home like 2 hours earlier, but oh well, Jim would have bit my head off. He bit my head off for coming in about 40 mins earlier than I should have! He like dragged mum off to Tesco!!!
I did a brave thing though...I told mum that I more than likely will be moving out in July...Thing is, she took it in a good way, she just started saying, well, if you do you have to come visit me or i'll be calling you up everyday and harassing you telling you that you don't love me anymore which I thought was sweet. And she was like, saying how she can't believe how old I have gotten and that she can't believe that i'm ready to leave home >.< It's quite sweet actually. I didn't tell her infront of Jim though. He would have completely changed my mum's reaction. I told her i'm deffinatley leaving school after christmas to get a job so I can save for the nessassary things i'll need when I move out. Gah...I can't wait for my future to start. It already feels like it has. I love Jonny with all my heart and he is my goal in life, just to be with him. >.<
I love Onny!!!!!!!
*has aching wrists now*
Hmm. Has been a long time since I wrote in here properly lol.
I be sat in bed wearing Onny's HIM shirts and Onny's boxers lol. Came back from babysitting not long ago. I'm starting to cope better with the late nights. Me not getting tired so early anymre and I can get up easier. Well, i'm gonna write a summary of the past few days =] (Indeed I am)
Friday:
Had school (as usual). Media was cancelled (as usual lol). Went to Beverley to see Onny (big smile biggrin ). Twas fun. Went to Pizza Fez on the way hom efrom the train station and had sfc and chips. Tis yummeh >.< We didn't do much that night, it seemed to go so quick, we were both rather knackered lol. We ended up watching X-MEN 2 and was naughty (as usual lol).
Saturday:
Stayed in bed most of the morning because of lazy arse (onny lol). He was like *wakes up* *sleeps* *wakes up* *sleeps* >.< It was rather coot to watch.
Onny's dad said that we should be able to move in there in July which gives me something to look forward to it does.
We wented into Hull to buy Debbie her x-mas present which ended up a cook book coz she be a cookingness moose >.< Didn't really do much in town, just wandered, hugging (as usual). Hehe. I found some lingerine in Primark that was like, yummy and Onny did like the thought of me in it *giggles* I really likes it, twas black and pink and involved stockings *gives Onny images*
When we got back to Onny's we decided to have take-out chips with some sausages that Debbie lefted for us to munch.
We sat and had a like 2 hour talk with Debbie which was fun, had onny on my knee most the time, well half the time, the other half I was sat on his >.< She decided to finish off the conversation by saying that she thinks it's ok for us to move in there in July lol. I was like *am clutches Onny*
Hmm, when we finally got off to bed we watched Bone Collector, we didn't think we would last watching the whole film but even though it ended up finishing at 1:10 we did lol.
Sunday:
Woke up rather early and layed in bed watching Smile lol. The ickle bear is coot and I want one!! Had the whole sexualness thing >.< *nice images* Got out of bed to be greeted with bad weather which was gay >.< So we didn't end up leaving the house till I left. Twas quite an emotional day. Onny got silly bad memories about some gal who he must have had strong feelings for to have made him react the way he did. But anyway.
Made me feel completely in love with Onny Sunday did. We had coot sex lol. It was sweet, not naughty >.< I enjoyed it I did. So did Onny. I felt close to Onny, I felt as though we were both completely in love with each other. Nuff said! I love him >.<
I really didn't want to have to leave Onny after that but bleh, I had to!
Debbie gaved me a present form her and his daddy but I left with onny so i can open it on Newy Ears >.< I want Newy Ears now!!!!!
Now it be Monday. Not a nice day really. Pissed it down when I got up so I had to walk to school in the rain. Didn't have to do my presentation in R.S which wasn't a bad thing, I haven't even seen what the presentation looks like because Kerry did it for me lol. Media was a load of bollox. I asked him if I could leave so he asked me why and I told him I was losing the will to live so he said I can go lol. In psychology did a mock thing examness which I failed lol. Took me the whole of the lesson to complete!! i sat in the library after that with Kerry reading, then she left me coz her S&G lesson had been cancelled so she went home with Paul. I just stayed in the library at dinner and p5 texting/ sending Onny an e-mail whilst trying to do my own presentation, didn't end up finishing it though lol. I got well pissed off when I went t S&G and the teacher decided to tell me it was cancelled, I mean, I could have gone home like 2 hours earlier, but oh well, Jim would have bit my head off. He bit my head off for coming in about 40 mins earlier than I should have! He like dragged mum off to Tesco!!!
I did a brave thing though...I told mum that I more than likely will be moving out in July...Thing is, she took it in a good way, she just started saying, well, if you do you have to come visit me or i'll be calling you up everyday and harassing you telling you that you don't love me anymore which I thought was sweet. And she was like, saying how she can't believe how old I have gotten and that she can't believe that i'm ready to leave home >.< It's quite sweet actually. I didn't tell her infront of Jim though. He would have completely changed my mum's reaction. I told her i'm deffinatley leaving school after christmas to get a job so I can save for the nessassary things i'll need when I move out. Gah...I can't wait for my future to start. It already feels like it has. I love Jonny with all my heart and he is my goal in life, just to be with him. >.<
I love Onny!!!!!!!
*has aching wrists now*
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I ish all shmiley now =]
I love you darling and I cant wait for newy ears and teh future...
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<3 xXx <3