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"Why? Why is everything that happens to me is my fault? I try to do something which I am somewhat skilled in I am still scold? Why when I look for happiness, I end up finding depression and uncretainty? What is the point of life if everyday is just the same sad, black, rainy day? Why is that before I go to bed I see a dark figure in the corner of my room smiling, then fade away. When I wash my face and see my reflection with a hole in my head. Is it my fate to be sad or is it just my fault all this time?"