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OK, I know most who read this will agree with me. Life is filled with ups and downs, but the downs are always most prominent in my mind. Personally, that is. Now, i'm not a negative person by nature, but nowso much has happened and i find i have difficulty actualy speaking aboout this. So, i'm sitting here writing this, because if I don't I may explode...not literally of course! So this year, it seems as if so much has gone wrong. Inearly lost my best friends because of some stupid guy. He was tearing us apart. I became absorbed in work other than that of school and my grades are currently suffering because of it. My other friend's parents got divorced and now she's all closed up. Another friend I almost lost completely because i was to chicken to open up and discuss what was most important. Now I hav to recnnect with her all over again. The friend that was dating this b*****d, well I haven't lost her completely. She finally realized he was harrassing myself and the other girls, which once again I was to chicken to say anything because they seemed happy and I didn't want to cause their break-up. I never would have forgiven myself. Two other friends and one mentioned earlier borke-off from the group for a little while and I suddenly closed myself up in my books, only speaking when spoken to. I know we all sound kind of angsty, but I mean, this is just the beginning. I hope and pray tp God( I am NOT religious) that I won't find a boyfriend who will break us up completely.
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Yay!