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Well, now what to post this time?Ok, so now let me talk about my annoying brother! Yay... ok. He's a year younger than i am and he thinks he's so cool. But here's the thing. He's not. I know, I know, this may sound mean, but it's the cold hard truth. And, unfortunately, i'm related to him and everyone knows it. At least in my grade no one but my friends know him. Oh, and here's the thing, he's abusive. I mean hard-core abusive. He tired to strangle me one time 'cause i changed the channel. Seriously, i live with a walking time bomb. Every morning when i wake up all I hear is 'tick tick tick'. Let me just say... this was not my alarm clock. I'm just waiting for the day he gets turned in. I mean, he can be a nice kid, nd he got me some of the cutest things for christmas and all, but it still doesn't change how I know him. Which brings me to my parents, who made this bomb without knowing what they were doing to me. They are some of the most over protective people you wioll ever meet. Sure, they're willing to accept my dream to be a fashion designer, but they won't let me grow up. I don't have my own personal computer in my room because they're afraid I'm to stupid to handle sexual predators. God, it's like I'm four all over again. I can't stand them. What's sad,though, is that they think they know everything that goes on in my life. They can't even pick up the clues that I'm spiralling downward when it comes to my grades. They're to busy fussing over my younger brother to give a care. I swear, i think my brother is true for once. I must be adopted. There's no other explanation for the extreme differences between myself and my family. Either that or my mom had an afair with the Fedex guy... nope, I'm adpoted! stare
HELP
17 year-old girl looking for her mom.
If you have any info. on this subject please contact me!