Today I noticed quiet a few things about my life and sadly none of them are looking good. First I noticed that because of the classes I'm in I'm not motivated to do much school work in or outside of school, which isnt good for lots of reasons. Then I've come to relize that my group of friends is falling apart. Now I wouldnt really mind so much if these people were just kinda my friends ya know the ones that make your classes not seem so bad. But no it's my marching band group basically my family away from my family. My group started falling apart almost 4 months ago in October, when my good friend Sarah started dateing Reid, Tony and Torri, David and Kate. Sadly Sarah and Reid broke up excluding Reid, Tony and Torri did the same but both stayed in the group and then the same with David and Kate. At this point in time its only been 2 weeks that they were together so it was too early to know that things were slowly falling apart. Then in the same weekend that Torri and Tony broke up Torri and David start dateing. So now we get up to whats currently going on Torri and David broke up and they both kinda excluded themselves from the group, and outta the blue Tony moves to his moms house with out telling anyone before hand. So that pretty much leaves just me, Vikki and Sarah in the group that can be around each other at the same time. While I'm still friends with the others it sucks that we all cant be around each other at the same time without fighting and awkward silences. Therefore sadly certin aspects of my life is crumbling around me and theres nothing I can do but watch it happen because now that I know what is happening its too late to stop it and before long even whats left may come crashing down and i'll be left with friends who cant stand being around each other.
Shem Musoke · Mon Jan 22, 2007 @ 10:56pm · 2 Comments |