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wow i miss tim
i got to talk to tim today. but he had to go to work. which really sucks cause i miss him. i was really emotional last night. because of alot of the stuff he said last night made me sad. he was saying that if we didnt work out that he dont know what we do. and then he said that we probally will work out its just going to be hard going back and forth for months. but i dont mind too much i think its him that is going to mind a little. but if he wants to be with me he will have to come here. and the same with me if i want to be with him i will have to go there. which i wouldnt mind cause then i would get to meet his dad. and aunt and brother and sister. which i just found out yesterday that he has a sister. but yeah yesterday was one of my crappy days . and i think tim could tell that he made me mad. cause he changed the subject alot. i think the reason we are being so mad is cause of the tension and the feelings and everything is there. but we havent seen eachother which i think is starting to drive us crazy. me and tim's talk today was alot better though. i spilled my guts out really and told him about whats going on with my health. and i couldnt believe he was actually listening to me. tim is the best thing that has happened to me this year. and im begining to trust him alot more. i think without tim and my friends my life would be so boring. i love tim soooooooooooo much. and it feels really good to know that he loves me soooooooooo much too. ^_^ heart razz
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