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wow alot has happened..
i know i write alot about tim but hey you want to know whats going on with my life right. will obviously he is apart of it. maybe not physically yet but at least in sprit he is. right now my life is a frikin roller coaster going up and down backwards forwards you name it. once again my mom is pretty sick but we found she is starting to recover today. it makes me sad that she is gong through so much. but the only thing i can do is pray. im hoping she will be coming home soon but i dont think she will. it will probally be a while before she comes home. im kind of sad that she isnt here . but at the same time i know shes better off being in the hospital then she is here at home. cause they can give her the care she needs. but its up to her to continue it whenever she comes home. to be honest the only one that really has been there for me is tim. im not saying my friends havent been there but tim knows more of what im going through then they do. and in a way it brings me and him closer together. which is a good thing. it makes me think of when we will be together that i know he will always be there. even if not physically just talking about it helps alot. and ive told him that too cause he wishes he can do more. and i said you know you are doing fine just talking to me and being my support. its always good to talk to someone that knows what your going through. because then you have someone that will always be there for you. i mean for once in my life i feel less depressed and more happy then i ever been or felt in my life. how do you pay someone back thats been there for you emotionally and helped you through alot of hard times. and helped you see the light on the other side. i dont think it be possible to pay tim back for all hes done for me. sure there will be hard times in our relationship but i know in the end that we can always count on eachother for anything. and that is such a great feeling. will thats all i got to say thanks for reading come back soon! ~*loveangel77~*
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