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why is it that, each time i do someting, im wrong. how come i can't stop doing the wrong things. no matter how hard i try, i stay stuck in this loop. i do something with the best of intentions, just to find out that is was wrong. i don't under stand how its wrong. the thing that sucks most, is that im NOT the one how pays the consicuences. no matter what i do, how hard i try, i still screw up, and i still hurt the onws i love most. i wish they wouldn't love me, at least way, they wouldn't get hurt. if your not part of the solution, your part of the problem. im a problem, and it seems like thats all im going to be. i would be okay with it, if my loved one weren't hurt, and im the one who pays the price, not them. and to tose i've hurt, i can't say sorry enough to make it up.