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well heheh is frist time i write it huh??
well i chinese and my live is just bored
right here is very quite ..
nothing new...
heheh gaia is nice web i play it^^
my chat paradise
it help me english go up though
yeah i weak english
i chat people at there for a while...
and i think people at american very amazing
there people at there mature so fast eek
and i was so sad and hard when i trying to communication them
i feel like i from diffren word..
and i not a good friend for them anyways

went i see them PMs
hmmm what there talk about it??
game?sport?anime?...or love
but whatever ..i admire them
so i realy regreat that i dont work hard when i study
or i have no portention
im am quiet person and i allmost no talk to either people exep by family
most horrible is now i dont have friend anymore
and i no so knowlege and experince
i hate myself..
evr time i think it and i realy like to free my soul from this body

and if i do that..where i will be..?
keep flying i guess
hahah i realy like it if it true^^
if realy true that world have soul??
well everytime i think it ..
is realy have it i guess..
some people said soul it just u nicely and mind
if some people do something bad
there will mad him and scream
*do u lose u mind??*
or...
*do u have no soul?*(chinese language)
haha that will no answer with this
do u have u soul??
if that so where ??
some one just said is in body,brain..or something else

is lie...
yes is lie
is this realy no soul??
NO
is realy true the soul is realy here
example if u have a power to made a human body..
*is completly done*
are u sure that body can live/move??
if that body realy can live... those body is zombie for sure
or u can say those body live like a plant
if u want to make him move/live like normal
this body just need something made him move
something to control him
what is it??
is soul...
just like motorcycle cannot stard engine withio human control
where are u soul??

i see a novel..
it say have some people stole her money/daimond and trying to kill it
the girl said:are u crazy?,stole my thing dosnt enought yet?
are u out u mind??
where are u soul??
the bad guy said...
"my soul is in u daimond.."

so that it...
are people soul is in the thing we interested??
why that people saw girl,ruby,gold,or something...
will change her self bad or he can die for those thing..
is those thing is realy important??
or u just find u soul at those thing??
are we soul...just a twinkle twinkle litter stone??
i do know it ...
im right now...so depreesed
just like i lose my soul..
just like angel has lose his wing..
why i live in this world??
and what i can help this world to do something??
this world for me just like ...game....
i mean people live in this world just find money ,food,palace to live,love...thats it
just like (havest moon & GTA)
if i die ...where i will go..?
or the world after die it just nothing..
just like sleep ...forever..dark

well anyways...i bored..alone
i trying no bring my upset and i trying smile always..
but i getting tired about it...
i hate it stare

sorry for thous guy who see this bored note... sweatdrop
and it many wrong word heheh..

by..hail henry