My friend and I were pole dancing! It was fun! lol I was in tall flags (pageantry) and I went to band camp for marching band season. Hellcat's ex keeps texting me at first because he was looking for her and now because I think he just wants some one to talk to. Well he keeps on about how he still loves her and stuff. It has been more then a year since they broke up and I know Hellcat has moved on I wish he would but I can understand why he says he still loves her. I am still in love with my ex but it is more like we are good friends I know I can never be in a relationship with him again but for awhile I wanted to be in a relationship with him again and I just realized while talking to *thinks of a good code name for Hellcat's ex* Fish *laughs at the memory that brings up* well any way I realized while talking to Fish that it wasn't my heart holding on to my love for Alex it was my mind holding onto the familiar territory. This is great news considering I can now honestly say I am over Alex and I am completely in love with Ulric!!! I love him with my heart and my head!
ShyPopTart · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 07:29am · 0 Comments |